lies

is lying really wrong?if it doesnt really hurt any1 but u?im tired now but im posting my thoughtz as random as they might be on this tomorrow this is just so i remember
night night to me
:)
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(fell asleep on keyboard)

being watched?!!not real.........

a break from my stuff i love list have u ever thought we might all be some weird experiment like some1 wanted to c wat would happen if they put lotz of ppl on this planet n c wat happenz?
or maybe on smaller scale like that jim carrey movie like u might be a reality show every1z watching or that we r really living in like the matrix n nothing is real
how would we ever know?
like wen hurley is gonna jump off the cliff in lost season 2
i dont get how he decides the world he is living is real
kind of a leap of faith
r we real?
i wonder............................
P.S.
yes modkinz every1 lovez a conspiracy
n me more than any1

Stop n stare

<----- u dont even have to wear the T-shirt in amman coz ppl stare anyway, not politely look, nope blatantly STARE, like u have a weird face rash or sumthing it can get on ur nerves after a while , wen u r tired of running to the nearest bathroom to check n c if a weird growth is suddenly forming on ur nose, nope nose is fine , then y r they staring?well when u stop n watch ppl, every1 stares at every1 else, i guess itz just that every1 is insecure about themselves so they feel they have to pick ppl they r intimadated by to pieces , oh look at her outfit!wat was she thinking?or wow could she have any more makeup on?n u get to the point after living here for five years that u go with the flow n do the same but itz nothing personel im just trying to fit in, is every1 else trying to too??i wonder..........

lefties

i dont like statistics as a subject that i have to take 100 levels of but also as just statistics like on average a left handed person's life is 9 years shorter than a right handed person isnt that kinda unfair? especially as im a lefty !! but we r also supposedly more creative n brainy coz we use more of our brains :) yay but still that doesnt make up for 9 years!!!i mean how do u get all that creativity out if ur dying young, i wonder.....

Weirdness

i am constantly bored n im just wondering if that means im a boring person i hope not ive alwayz strived to be interesting in wayz the person across from me would appreciate, im very accomadating that way maybe too much so anywayz im just contemplating wat makes ppl interesting?is it when they are something u wanna be or have done things u wanna do or have done is it things u have in common or things that r different or both?itz weird the way i think of these things but i wonder.......

Philosophising

Ever have the feeling that we r all too the the same for our own good?as people?i think thats y most of the time we r trying to find how we can be different i find that really interesting coz itz like we r on a lifelong quest to deny everything that we know we r, to prove it wrong